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Philosophically
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Philosophically
Suddenly life hurt me, and I accidentally end up hurting myself.
Suddenly life gave me many obstacles, but I make it new horizons, and I don't feel the failure.
Suddenly the bullet train () went faster than the Light.
Suddenly, I see myself as passionate, and I find myself in loneliness, even surrounded by people and other beings.
Pleasures have been denied to me, and I drown in a sea of loneliness, without understanding the world, without revising my life. Even if I believe, that I have existed in another life, and I have not yet learned to forgive.
I am afraid of how to leave my children to the World, and the World to my children.
Today technology enters and rapes our lives. We are like zombies, drifting from a technological sea. Today everything seems uncertain.
And, I wanted to walk, not like Christ, walked in the desert for 40 days, I could not stand more than one day, because I am fragile, and I live tormented by the past.
I am no longer like I used to be, but more a lover, more fleeting, today without haste, and asking God to let me go.
Suddenly, I will not leave in will, funds, real estate, or other materials, so that my heirs fight for too much, I will leave only the legacy of studying, writing, taking care of Mother Nature, and respecting her completely. I will leave the legacy of not trusting everything you see, but many times, being like the Apostle Thomas, believing only by seeing.
Suddenly, life left me without direction, and in the summary of my days, not even the pleasure of writing poetry anymore, or reading them in the yellow pages of my notebooks where I wrote countless poetry.
Today I let myself succumb to fear, the inexistence of everything, I observe that who has purchasing power is better than the other, many times not even judged with the Laws of men are. On the other hand, the poorer class dies of poverty, dies of cold, dies of depression, without work, without food, without anything.
Suddenly, in my vain philosophy, I let myself be deceived and write what I think.
I am a twilight that suddenly came into the world to pok the thoughts of others, to remind everyone that churches are full of sinners, of envy, of corrupt people, one wanting to be more than the other. Be any religion.
I am not a person who does not believe in God, but I cannot understand how people who go to various groups of churches are more hypocritical than I am.
I feel, that philosophically, today they will think a lot.
And, that I will be criticized, but life is like that, and we are together on this journey.
Peace and good.
I offer it to my relatives, co-workers, virtual co-workers, and everyone who reads this poem. See you later.
Tereza Cristina G Castro.
São Paulo, July 26, 2019.
Cold day of sunshine.
Translated with www.DeepL.com/Translator
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